He said, "Trust me"............

RS69cam777 · Post by **RS69cam777** » March 8th, 2006, 11:10 pm

Oh no not again!

Bush, on the ports said "Trust me" did'nt H.Lewis say the samething?

"Soon you will Trust this" ????

MidoriMeadows · Post by **MidoriMeadows** » March 8th, 2006, 11:16 pm

I've had men tell me to trust them. I don't anymore. They seem to all lie. Yeah, I'm in a shitty mood tonight.

dixie · Post by **dixie** » March 8th, 2006, 11:23 pm

WOW Sharon if you need to vent go right ahead!! I have some bad days myself. oh well what can you do?? Rs u bush bashing again?? someone needs to!!

MidoriMeadows · Post by **MidoriMeadows** » March 9th, 2006, 12:05 am

I think 75% of my mood is hormonal. This is just a bad month. Then I had to deal with ex a bunch this week. He gets easily confused, he has a lot of health problems, so I had to handle a bunch of his tax stuff. I got him to go to my CPA so at least I didn't have to do loads of it. 17yo is being nasty about phone hottie #3 going to KS while I'm there. She says I have defective relationships, no shit. At least he's a sweetie, just prolly never be a long term thing cause of the distance. I think that bugs her.

Ended up with some of Leon's mail. Don't know why, haven't gotten any in a while. It just bugged me. I packed it up and mailed it to him today. Ask RS who Leon is. Even he felt bad for me when Leon left. So I was sorta bummed anyway. Then I had to talk to his boss today, I sell to them. I told her I was quitting. We chatted a little. Just from her tone of voice, I don't think he's doing well. I still love him, I just know I shouldn't. It's just an unhappy thing all around. He loved me enough to leave cause he's just not always right in the head. He has really bad PTSD.

So I'm just sittin feeling lonely and a little sorry for myself, which I know is stupid. My life is really a great place besides my love life. I don't do well meeting men in real life. I don't think I'm that great looking so maybe it's just that men only think of one thing. I work so much that I don't get out much anyway. When I do go out most guys don't want to talk to me they just want to grab me. Mostly I know couples, it's kinda depressing to sit there with some strange guy trying to grope you watching your friends in happy relationships. So I just don't go out much.

Yeah, I think it's just hormones. This stuff doesn't usually bother me this much.

Sorry about the vent. I should be happy. I'm off to buy a gun tomorrow. I'm going to trade that monster of a .357 in for something more feminine.

j-ainc · Post by **j-ainc** » March 9th, 2006, 10:41 am

April huh! It's not that far away. Your pendeulem ought to swing back by then. You should be ready to give that poor guy a heart attack or at least papultations if he's healthy

A feminine firearm? What like a .25 cal. automatic? No damage just piss'm off more! .38 snubnose or .45 derringer atleast they'l duck while you're running.

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MidoriMeadows · Post by **MidoriMeadows** » March 9th, 2006, 11:07 am

Guy who's taking me shopping is thinking 9mm. Or maybe .38 snub nose. I used to carry one of those in my purse when I lived in SoCa and lived in N Longbeach, Atlantic ave between South and Artesia. Lovely area for a 15 yo girl.

I opened my work email first thing and found the perfect resume. I'll talk to her in a bit. If she's good on the phone I'll interview her. Assuming her resume is true she's perfect. Has all the office stuff with a bit of automotive. Turns out she lives in the same town I do too. Easy commute. I might get outta here a little early. Hmmm. might justify a trip to dry and sunny TX. He's younger than me and as far as I know very healthy so they shouldn't have to lifeflight him anywhere.

Post by **Doc** » March 9th, 2006, 12:14 pm

Trust Me.. I'm A Used Car Salesman..

MidoriMeadows · Post by **MidoriMeadows** » March 10th, 2006, 3:12 pm

Hired that lady. I think she'll work out great. She's a lot like me but doesn't flirt with everything and everbody. I guess she's what I'd be if I were more mature and settled.

Kinda bummed. Phone hottie #3 is back in the custody battle. His ex doesn't want to stay in town and split 50/50. She wants to do whatever she wants to do and have 100% custody even if she's never around the kid. He's afraid that if we start something that he'll lose any chance of getting custody since his stbex is playing poor pitiful me. I can't move 1/2 way across the country to do a job I could do right here and take the kid away from her dad. Both my kids are being disturbed. Older one is rather hostile, says I'm just defective, he must be defective if he needs to have a relationship with someone 1500 miles away. Reality of it is, we got to know eachother over the phone because we had to for work and neither of us is big on picking people up in bars etc. We could have just as easily lived 10 miles apart.

Baby girl is just depressed. I'm not sure any of it relates to phone hottie 3, she still misses phone hottie #1. He was a good dad to her, the first she ever had since her own dad isn't any good. You know, that dad stuff like him chasing her around and squirting her with the hose when they wash my truck. Hiding her stuff in funny places. She feel like she's somehow to blame for their unhappines. I keep telling her even I'm not responsible but I think she still feels like she could have done something. How sad.

JR · Post by JR » March 10th, 2006, 10:50 pm

Sharon, my oldest daughter was depressed years ago, that I wasn't married or still with her mother. She caused a lot of problems, when she would stay with me. One year she kept saying she wanted to go home, so I called her mother up, had a talk, then put her on an airplane home to Spokane. She hated and still hates flying to this day. She cried the whole way home, called me all sorts of names and was pissed at me for a long time. She still remembers it like it was yesterday and laughs at it now.

Tomorrow, she will be down here with her sigificant other and my grandkids for the weekend. I picked up another grandkid from the significant other, one of his kids from a previous. She gives her father a bad time and she'll do anything for me. I do think it is funny.

Your daughter will get over the depression.

As for the many men in your life, just dump them all and get a pet. They are more faithful, don't ask for much, and will give you much love and companionship.

JR